I was going through Josh's (my now ex boyfriends) call log and text messages last night and I was devastated to find out he had been sending text messages and calling a girl from my school. I read the text messages to find them pretty sexual. I only slept 5 hours just thinking about it and what to do. This morning I confronted Josh about it and he denied it. I told him not to lie and if he wasn't happy then just tell me instead of cheat on me! He said he hated me, that I was a bitch and he now loved Corinne (the girl from my school) Corinne was never my friend, but never a enemy. Here I had been, being nice to her this whole year and the whole time she'd been tapping my boyfriend. Or who I thought was my boyfriend. She was the girl that was included in my winter carnival pictures. I told Josh I was taking Reese (our puppy). I also told him he'd be lucky if he ever saw our future child.
Here I was looking at houses to buy and getting ready for our child and he didn't give a damn. He loved Corinne! He hated me. I mad a friggen fool of myself. I thought this is it, this is the one.... And he dumped me like I was a nobody.
Ughhhh. I've actually always hated Corinne. (She just always thought I liked her) She is nothing but a fat nerdy drama queen. Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttt I tell ya, FAT!
I packed all my things this morning and dropped them and Reese off at my dads and step moms house. I told them that Josh and I had broken up and that there was no chance of us ever getting back together. We're done... for forever.
Corinne came up to me at school asking "Are you 12? Get over it! He never liked you, He's mine now!"
NEWSFLASH DARLING: He WAS mine. For almost a year... Until your fat white trash of a ass came walking down the hallway.
I feel like such an idiot. I gave him everything I could in my power and he ruined it. Everyone is now trying to hook me up with a kid in the junior class named Dusty. First: He ha a girlfriend (whos a freshman, ickkk) and Secondly: Josh and I only broke up this morning. It's not like I've been single for a year. I haven't been single for a day yet people!
Well now I guess, It's time to focus on the things I've missed this past year. Like friends, family, LOSING WEIGHT!
I feel like as soon as I got into a relationship with Josh, I gained weight. Now I look in the mirror and find myself to be fat and no longer attractie. No 18 year old should feel that way about herself.
I called Mer at the hair salon today, told her what was going on adn she said it was time for me to be pampered and to come by after school was through. I got my hair and nails done. I went tanning for 40 minutes and still had time for a facial and the waxing of th eyebrows (how appealing)
I think a good pampering is what every girl needs after a harsh breakup. It made me feel somewhat better. I realized that in the end, everything was going to be okay. That Josh was going to be the one living with all the guilt... not me.
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Well. I'm gonna say a few things and I hope yer not offended... OK?
1. If any of those pics you have on here are at all recent then YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!! God. I'm so sick of hot women who are brainwashed by society into thinking that. Please go look at my pics on my blog and tell me I shouldn't love my wife 'cause she might be a little heavy. Ugh.
2. Josh may be an a$$ but don't paint us all with the same brush. You just might be wrong and you would never know it until too late.
3. Go out and have yerself some "me" time. Take a drive, long walk, whatever. Time to get your head straight and move forward.
4. And don't let this sour you on future relationships. I will be willing to bet that you get your heart broke a few more times in life, 'cause there are more a$$es out there than good ones. Been there and done that. But I got me a good one and it's been almost 13 years together and getting better all the time.
(((HUGS)))
You are a beautiful young lady, and he is a dick head! One of these days, he will wake up and wonder how he could have been so stupid to let something like you get away. It is better that you find out his true colors now than several years down the road--the prick!
What exactly did he put on the internet?
I put on weight too. My man will keep saying.. looked at yourself. I hate it when he said that.
I dunno, obesity is the least of your worries in a good relationship. men dont need you to be in a super model state, we just require you to maintain a humane standard i.e dont suddenly have bulge coming out of your tummy the size of a pickup truck and eat quarter pounders for breakfast and chicken wings for snacks.
Annywaay, its sad to see what your boyfriend did, such men should die.
-Adeem
Hahaha. Thanks.