Updateeee :]

So I suck at life. I haven't been on here in 2 months. No updates. No nothing. Lets start off with I'm okay but could be a lot better.

I left Clayton after my miscarriage. I didn't really want support at that time. And no matter how horrible this sounds, the miscarriage was for the better even though I would of loved to be a mom. I had an education that I wanted to fulfill and Clayton didn't need a 4th kid. I was also so young. And still am.

But, I will be graduation on the 13th of this month from Oxbow High School. I couldn't be more excited to get out of Vermont. I will be attening Mount Ida College this fall in Mass.

I've been raising my 2 year old sister for a few months now, So my schedule is pretty hectic. My dad died a couple weeks ago leaving me with the house, the business and the farm.

I left my step-mom with the house on the farm land... Afterall, she's still family to me and she's pretty much the only mom figure I've ever had in my life. I am however cutting down the land for the cows (they have 3 other pastures) so I can build my own house. We have the blue print all figured up. It's going to have a wrap around porch. 4 bedroom house. Big high ceilings. I'm sooooo excited.

But Yeah, I guess that's it for now. I hope all of you are well.